| Shanti ( @ 2007-03-07 15:42:00 |
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i have difficulty seeing anything through.
i am so torn and lost and confused about
what should i be doing now
that i lose sight of what i AM doing now.
My patience wanes and all i can do is wait
though waiting not appropriate or necessary
i am left with
fight or flight
sink or swim
do or die
and i stay
running in this same spot i have run since forever
and i lose my place
bookmark good and burnt
i can smell the soot burning underfoot
reaching my every oraface and tainting my olfactories
i have lost my senses because i have blinded my only
Self.