Current mood:

exhausted

busy busy busy. i wrote these onthespot for an email, but love them.

i am alone in these vines of change,
withering helplessly i reach out for water
seeping into the chains of times
i wonder
floating relentlessly above the tide, my body shakes
quivering with disaster and change
only knowing what i don't yet know
only feeling what i haven't yet felt
only seeing what is merely before me
i Wake.
Intense and aroused,
abnormal and accentuated.
I am clearly that other thing my mirror shows i am.

*

she sits, with her eyes open
blinded by sunlight and refractions of humanity
shake my hand, pilgrim
i am here for you.
i will guide you quickly and tell you stories of tales of encounters of life
and i will learn from you lessons of poverty.
humility teach me strange, i am inherantly perverse and excited.
reach me, branches
i have shared with you the taste of my tongue
i have given you insides
and insights
and grown partial to you heritage.
bark, soft under water
i inhale.
breathing deeply the soft words you utter me in the darkness.