the expansion of my heart hurts so much but i can breathe again and see again and feel again oh the feeling everything at the tip of my fingers dangling off my fingertips every limb of my body every surface of my body is burning from the touch of the earth
i think i thought my capacity for love had shrunk or dissapeared or something of that nature, when all this time, i think it was actually growing.
Lord of the starfields Ancient of Days Universe Maker Here's a song in your praise
Wings of the storm cloud Beginning and end You make my heart leap Like a banner in the wind
O love that fires the sun Keep me burning. Lord of the starfields Sower of life, Heaven and earth are Full of your light
Voice of the nova Smile of the dew All of our yearning Only comes home to you
O love that fires the sun keep me burning
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my brain is already trying to live for tomorrow instead of today. i notice it compartmentalizing things and storing away memories to think on one day when ... this is my panic button, here. as someone else said. my panic. my mania. my frustration. it grows like an unwanted extra limb (as fun as that could be, i could only imagine the complications). every time i point out a pattern(ed reaction) it dies. like saying that faeries don't exist, only not quite as sad. but it hurts. ohhh man does it hurt. breathe deep. don't think so much. don't worry. remember.
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